heroine6

its all good

when you don't know what's up

its all good

even when you know there's nothing to chew

its all good

when it all falls down

its all good

just as long as its not you

just as long as it not you

its cold, im shivering

god damn it its cold

i wish i had p.e

ain't that sad

too bad

that im not that good girl that i used to be

but what the hell is a good girl?

downloading, surfing the web

im addicted

im convoluted

im not perfect but i could be

but where's the fun in all that

when its more interesting to be weird

hypocritical, when i try to do the right thing

but when im doing something bad, then i am bad

annoying people

that chatter like a fucking bird

need to die

or read the motherfuckin sign

peace and quiet is it too much to ask?

im not crazy

im beniged

i just like to hold my time

day by days

from the old ways

going insane

trying to change

but i can't even budge

seeing two

im counting down the years

till i meet you again

holding my breath

till we meet again

all i can do is wait

i'll be here

waiting to meet again

walking in here like that
walking like you own the world

and then i felt the deepness inside
i didn't want to be felt behind

its not meant to be me
cause i don't feel the need to be

things that make me happy
knowing and feeling that i can fly
my way

i can float and fleet in two
and in threes knowing
that your there
really helps too

there's no backing down
when you feel happy
energy flowing upstream

ahh~

staring at the places above
i feel the longing to rise
and see the horizon ever so deep

i can feel the longing
to travel to the Moon
i can't seem to stay at one place

as i can always see the world from above
see the places that made my heart turn

i wish i can live on the moon
sleep and walk on there
ever so peaceful

even in my dreams
i can't escape you
you pull your blankets of stars over me
and i fall instantly asleep

as i travel to the moon
embrace me on the milky way
as i make way for orion's belt

and pass venus away

im at a lost for words
my heart is aching
to get this over

but i know
that when this is over
i won't see your face

so once again
at this place
please smile for me

warm embrace
fill the void of my empty space
in my heart

fill it with warmth and kindness

withering away
pumping fast
don't let it get away

moving slow
faces go
out the window

pull it together
don't let it go
dreams float toward shore

don't ignore
my destiny

walking towards
the light

Some people see a naive young girl
that she don't know any better
she gets stepped
and pushed around

they say she doesn't know any better than her own
at least that's what people say
when they want to get you down

they push you on the floor,
so they get their ego up
dont you forget
that you have a choice in this too

you can never let anyone make
you inferior without you

Impossible that's what they say
they stand and look at
as if they were insane!

Impossible,
when they see me now
they could not forsee
the person i am now

Impossible that's what they say
Impossible that's what they used to tell me

The Last GrandStand

watching, looking here not wanting to go
anywhere but here

there goes
fighting~ in my head
screaming ~ done over there

searching~ for the one
wondering ~ where that one could be

Im a caged bird
can u help me?

what the world can't do,
is what wonders can it bring?

my destiny
is to bring forth a new world

did u come back from creation
got tired along the way

couldn't see what I was meant to be
until I fell, tripped down the well

left all alone to fend for myself
crawling on all fours

to defend, to sacrifice
mylife for myself

its not fair
im dwindling

if i should fall
i should not wake up at all

oh caged bird,
why don't u sing

please bless us with ur voice
cage bird says: "  i am full of sin"

we say: " so are we"
so the caged bird sings

of a song with no words
but full of emotions

and what it brings